Its a good weather to start a day.
There’s a list that i want to accomplish for this whole day but my ass’ so heavy that i cant even move up, hence, im in my phone and making the most of my time figuring how to manage my wordpress and soundcloud profile. Ive really wanted to compose songs and poems and do covers; however, im still groping around on both apps that it consumes my time discovering how to do things here and there, so, im gonna start my first blog like this. It may not be interesting but atleast ive started something. Ive created my account here several weeks ago and ive just created my first blog today! Yay! Congratulations to me! (Clap clap)
This is one step closer to my wide imagination. I have a big dream but i lack confidence to even move one foot to where i wanna go. My thoughts are far from how others see me. (Thats what i think though) I know and i believe that i have a talent composing poems and songs but i dont know my priorities. My mind’s scattered. I want to nurture all my abilities but i have this feeling that i will forever be an amateur in all the things that i want to achieve. And in my mind, i know i can sing a little, i can dance a little, my compositions were just ok, and im not that great and remarkable and will not forever be, so i just sob, in my room, at times. Im trying to come out a little by uploading covers on facebook. Im really a frustrated singer so im channeling this frustration to composition. Im also training tae kwon do and currently holding blue belt so atleast i could say that ihave a unique combination of talents. (I still consider singing and dancing my talents even if im not that good at it). It was really one of my dreams to accomplish one martial art though but ive just started it recently.
My dilemma is, which one should i nurture and give my focus to. As of now, i am hyped to become better in all the things thats in my mind. And, today, ive started my first blog. How i wish i can continue sharing my thoughts. Im decided to go out of my closet. After a long wait…